Someone told me something a while back that I took to heart and I paraphrase, "God is so much better at bringing down his enemies than any mere mortal will ever be, He knows their inner thoughts and fears, but most of all He knows the whole truth of a matter. He knows both sides and only He can judge righteously so just stand back and watch what happens."

And so I took their advise, and waited to see what would happen to the malicious mail-order business that James Lloyd and Susan Lenox call CHRISTIAN MEDIA NETWORK. 

Ralph and Kathy Haaff were instrumental in instigating the trouble which later ensued that resulted in this web-site. Years ago, Ralph and Kathy had a show on Christian Media Network called OPS which began as a light hearted, hour long show about various fundamental Christian subjects. One of the driving beliefs of the Haaffs was that the "remnant Christian" community direly needed to store up "stuff" in the flesh for the end times tribulation. The show worked profitably in concert with Mr. Lloyd and Ms. Lenox’s retail mail-order business, however when the program later became simply a vehicle for accusations it lost both its popularity and airtime. Kathy and her husband bullied many a false witness to come forward and rip into the reputation of the saints of God. Along with her husband Ralph, Kathy was one of the first to gleefully accuse a voice of impropriety. It was Kathy who orchestrated the photograph that would later be posted for miles around my home. It was Kathy who told me where to stand, and it was Kathy who told everyone to "put your arms around each other." Sometime after my westward pilgrimage in 2003 a voice learned that Kathy was involved in a car accident which aggravated a pre-existing condition; apparently she suffers from horrible head-aches and can get no relief. Except for the rare archived show, she and her husband Ralph have dropped off the public scene altogether.

In early June of 2005 I was required to produce a formal answer to James Lloyd dba CHRISTIAN MEDIA NETWORK and Susan Lenox's complaint, and by June 25, 2005 I was defending the Bible in a court of law: http://www.avoiceofthechristianunderground.com/cmnbibleattack.html .  Meanwhile on June 17, 2005, Christian Media Network’s closest business associate, good friend and court witness-Frances Steffan-Hayes (of the American Voice, Eagle Point, Oregon) lost his wife to cancer.  Frances' wife-Elizabeth Hayes obituary is recorded at: http://archive.mailtribune.com/archive/2005/0619/obit/obit.htm. She was taking Lloyd and Lenox's herbal cures for her cancer at the time. Though I never met Elizabeth, I have heard that she was a very kind, loving and trusting person.  It may very well be as the prophet Isaiah said in 57:1:

Isaiah 57:1 The righteous perisheth, and no man layeth it to heart: and merciful men are taken away, none considering that the righteous is taken away from the evil to come.

Another business associate to suffer loss was the private eye, Tamara Ulry aka Tamara Grant, that Mr. Lloyd and Ms. Lenox hired to spy on us. Ms. Ulry/Grant’s business was called Eye to Eye and based in the greater Medford, Oregon area. Ms. Ulry/Grant was a plain looking middle aged woman who had retained a cute bubbly and energetic young partner by the name of Jolene Young. It was a great scheme, most people focused on her attractive young partner which left Tamara free to snoop. Ms. Young died on January 28, 2007.  The Mail Tribune of Medford, Oregon recorded the abrupt death of Tamara’s partner and best friend, but the paper was not specific as to what may have been the cause of her death: http://www.legacy.com/mailtribune/Obituaries.asp?Page=LifeStory&PersonID=86449843 .  

Just recently, one of Mr. Lloyd's and Ms. Lenox’s long-time business associates died brutally. In December of 2007, Christian Media Network’s meth-addicted printer, who was employed to publish booklets of various delusional "Bible" prophecies and malicious character sketches authored by Mr. Lloyd, died a gruesome death. Roger Paul Johansen was horribly murdered by all accounts-by a drug cartel who then incinerated his body within his print-shop http://www.avoiceofthechristianunderground.com/Roger%20Paul%20Johansen.htm .

January 1, 2005 was the last shortwave broadcast by Mr. Portwood's ministry called the Beacon of Truth.  Someone threatened to sue WBCQ over some comments I made while hosting Mr. Portwood's broadcast, and the Beacon of Truth broadcast was canceled by the station.  Three and a half years later, Christian Media Network's "ministry" shows are no longer on shortwave and are only available on the internet.  What happened to this powerful "ministry" of three years past that had such a large presence on the shortwave band?  Why aren't they on the air today?  You decide.

Who will be next? Is it all just a coincidence that these things have occurred or is this the hand of God at work? You decide.

I know myself, that I have suffered horribly for my support and prior association with Christian Media Network, and I repent of ever giving them so much as one thin dime by which James Lloyd had the means to ensnare the saints of God. It is only a matter of time before everyone will know the truth about the malicious nature of Christian Media Network, James Lloyd and Susan Lenox, for it is promised in God’s WORD.  It is this author's hope that these words will reach you before it is too late...